Back Ground
I have always been a different breed of human. From a young kid I have been very perceptive, pyschic, empathic and open to the energies around me. I have always seen the light in others and have befriended those in many different walks of life. Having a deep connection with the other side since I can remember, I have had many experiences when it comes to spirits, What used to scare me as a child is now a cherished gift used for good. I have held a life long interest for religions and spiritual practices, and have studied into many religions and cultures. For the next part of my journey I plan to study further into ancient healing ways of indiginous cultures and expand my toolset even further.
I have endured many traumas over the years, all of these experiences have helped me to grow and learn. I can look back and even find the gratitude in these events as they came with lessons that were needed to be learned. My trauma has made me who I needed to be so I can help others through similar experiences.
I am a mother, a daughter, a sister, a two time surrogate, a steward to many animals, and to our earth. I have lost many family members and those dear to me to the other side so I hold a deep understanding of loss and the greiving process. I have been a traveler, moving all over the US, living in many different areas and states. I find that my life experiences and exposure to so many different kinds of people have molded me to be very open and accepting to all walks of life
My Own Healing Journey
I started my path to becoming a healer and stepping into my life purpose 5 years ago when I found myself living in the Mojave Desert of California. I was in an abusive relationship and felt trapped, hopeless, and utterly suppressed . Due to the toxic complexities of this relationship I had completely lost myself. I wasn’t allowed to be me. I lost my voice, my will, my dreams and my spirituality. This opened me up to a darkness that almost brought my demise. I was suicidal and unwell emotionally, During this experience instead of starting anti depressants to become complacent with this situation that didn’t feed my soul and the relationship that didn’t give me what I needed. I seeked out a Shaman online and started my own deep healing journey.
This Shaman cracked me wide open. I went from being shut down and unable to feel, to feeling everything and everyone. I was an empath to the highest degree and I had to learn how to manage it. This all happened with out having the support system I needed, as the relationship I was in didn’t allow feelings. The suppression I endured and my spirit not having a soft place to land was all part of my downfall. However, this downfall was a necessary part of my becoming. I quite literally burned to ashes in the desert. I became no one and nothing and then rose up from ashes capable of everything. It was a lot to learn to maintain, and to navigate. But it was what was needed to get back to myself and reclaim my power.
With the help of my Shaman holding space for me, a long with the tools and encouragement he provided, I was able to fully come back to myself. Better than I ever was before. I got the courage to leave the toxicity and false beliefs that were binding me. I moved across country, bought a home and have spent most of the past few years in solitude deeply healing myself. Looking into the darkest parts of soul, shedding my skin and my past. Working through and abolishing my ego, and seeing myself truly and deeply. It is from this experience that I started to dive deep into my own innate abilities and gifts, I found my spirituality again and learned of my life purpose of being a healer and shaman. I then started the next steps of my journey.
I moved to Baker City Oregon, where I was strongly called to by my intuition. Here I bought a home and started a Shamanic apprenticeship with the Shaman from the story above. I have learned and grown so much in this process, going through exceptionally deep healing on each step of the medicine wheel.
I am now a full mesa holder and certified in the ways of Inca Shamanism. This process was a relearning for me, a remembering as I have been a healer many times over in many of my past lives.
My Intention
My intention with this new skill set is to hold space for others. To pay forward the healing that I experienced and help others see themselves in their purest light and find their way back to themselves. I have a deep love for all people and humanity, as well as for our planet. I harness a great desire to help heal our world and care for all that walk amongst it. My hope is to help heal the world one person at a time and to speak love and unity out into the universe.
I strive to be a safe place for all to land, free from judgement, and excepting of where you are in that moment.
